Bleeding

"sometimes you just feel
everything and nothing all at once"

How can I rid myself of this awful feeling?
My brain and heart are in conflict with a parallel rhythm.
Both are racing and driving me crazy.
Yet, my brain is so screwed up and confused, wanting, needing to figure things out.
My heart on the other hand, my heart that I wear on my sleeve, is bleeding so much love, it hurts.
It's like I'm feeling everything and nothing all at once. My brain just kills everything I feel and want.
Then, my heart takes over and I can't control where I go from there...
One minute I feel whole and the next, I feel so empty that my soul aches.
Every emotion I experience impacts every second of my day.
I feel so broken yet, he makes me whole again in the same instant.
How can I rid myself of this awful feeling?